A Fa’Luffy Review! LEGEND

THAT’S RIGHT! It’s that time again. Time for another of Fa’Luffy’s fantastic, fluffalicious, reviews!

Keeping to an (unnecessary) pattern of reviewing a game, a movie, and then a book, Fa’Luffy’s chosen item for this review is the debut dystopian novel from YA author, Marie Lu (which has actually been out for quite a while, but Fa’Luffy doesn’t much care for something as inconsequential as time length).

Today, Fa’Luffy will review: LEGEND

Legend cover

Publisher: Putnam

Target Audience: YA (ages 12+)

Genre: Dystopian

Medium: Available in Hardcover, Paperback, Audio and eBook

Q: What’s it all about?

Fa’Luffy: Set in the future, where the Republic (once the western coast of the United States), is at war with its neighbours, the Colonies.
Born into an elite family, fifteen-year-old June is a military prodigy being groomed for success.  Born into the slums, fifteen-year-old Day is the country’s most wanted criminal.  June and Day have no reason to cross paths – until the day June’s brother, Metias, is murdered, and Day becomes the prime suspect.
So begins an ultimate game of cat and mouse, prodigy against legend. But in their desperate striving after their own personal goals, June and Day uncover the truth of what has really brought them together, and the sinister lengths their country will go to keep its secrets.

Sound exciting, doesn’t it!

Q: Who would enjoy this?

Fa’Luffy: Those who are dystopian junkies. Even those who are not, really. Fans of The Hunger Games, Divergent, and even Maze Runner, should really like Legend.

Q: What are some of your favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: The story is told from both June and Day’s perspectives. Each chapter alternates between them. It’s really cool! There’s a good amount of suspense and intrigue, and all manner of dystopian-ness! Also, the writing style is quite cinematic (it would make for a pretty awesome movie). The author is also quite the artist! Check out her picture below. So good is deserves a silver cushion!

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Q: What are some of your less favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: Day’s chapters are written in a gold ink, which some people may find difficult to read. The cover looks kinda cheap. There are parts to the story that some may find a little cliché, and there is not a lot of depth to the world-building (that being said, this is the first book in a series, so undoubtedly more will be expanded upon in the sequels).

Q: How would you sum up your opinion?

Fa’Luffy: An interesting, suspenseful adventure, with two very likeable protagonists – so similar to one another, yet shaped from worlds in complete contrast, like night and day (no pun intended … actually it was intended). For those who enjoy character-driven stories laced with action and a sprinkle of romance, Legend is definitely worth checking out.

Q: What is the final Fa’Luffy Verdict?

Fa’Luffy: Out of a total of 5 Fa’Luffy Stars:

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Q: So the Fa’Luffy stamp for LEGEND is …?

Fa’Luffy:

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And there it is! Another of Fa’Luffy’s opinions on display for the world to see. Marie Lu’s LEGEND is approved! So if you like to read, and dystopian is a genre that always piques your interest, Legend may be something you’ll really enjoy!

You can find out more about the Legend Series, and about the author at her website: MarieLu.org. And if you liked her artwork of June and Day, you can find more drawn awesomeness here: MarieLu at Deviantart.

Have you played a game, watched a movie, or read a book that you think Fa’Luffy would enjoy reviewing? If so, feel free to send through your suggestions. If the Fa’Luffy finds it interesting, the Fa’Luffy will put up a review!

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What it is to be Fictional

“We have created characters and animated them in the dimension of depth, revealing through them to our perturbed world that the things we have in common far outnumber and outweigh those that divide us.”
– Walt Disney

 

Fictional Characters.

They are our link to individuals who are veined with qualities relatable to our own, yet shrouded in a layer of the remarkable. They have a fantastical dimension about them–their connection to us so intimate, yet never quite tangible.

They are the ‘what could bes’, from the created worlds of ‘what ifs’. In another place, another time, another possibility … they are us, whatever the shape, colour, or creed they don in the story they roam.

Too often, people are overtly quick to criticise, mock, or complain about a fictional character’s behaviour and/ or actions, when what they really need to do is simply be informed and accepting –even if they don’t fully understand. For example:

1. Those characters are NOT you. So of course they are not going to think the way you do.

2. In their world/ day/ situation, whatever is going on for them is going on in real-time. So while you can sit back from beyond the fourth wall and shout out the obvious to them­–they can’t hear you. And more importantly, they can’t see what we can see, and may very well not know any better.

3. While they may be fictional, you can’t automatically rep them under the banner of unbelievable. Just take a look at our realty (although don’t look for too long–you’re likely to go mad). There’s more stupidity, recklessness, lack of common sense, and just plain craziness than you can use to fill up every fiction area in every library around the world. There’s also plenty of drama, angst, temper, wittiness and lack-lustre, so it’s safe to say fictional characters are allowed to have those traits, too.

4. Everyone reacts differently, even fictional characters. A different or unusual reaction should not be scrutinised as unconvincing, unless you know from personal experience all the various ways an individual could possibly react to the given circumstance/ event/ demand/ enemy/ obstacle/ argument … you get the idea. Different is usual.

5. Fictional characters are allowed to have ulterior motives, make stupid decisions, change their minds about something, have a moment of indecisiveness, or have a moment of self-doubt. Heck, they could change their mind all the time, or doubt themselves so much you want to slap them. What we see in fiction is often a reflection of what takes place in the world around us. That being said, it’s fine to not like a fictional character for various reasons; I’m pretty sure there are real people you don’t like much, either.

6. People can survive the most horrific or impossible injuries (shot in the head three times, impaled through the chest, trampled by a herd of cattle). People can also die by the smallest of mishaps (choking on a bug, hitting head on a stair, suffocating from uncontrollable laughter). Such strangeness is something to remember for when those things happen to fictional characters.

You do realise I’m bearing the burden of the most evil object in Middle-Earth, don’t you? My struggles are justified.

You do realise I’m bearing the burden of the most evil object in Middle-Earth, don’t you? My struggles are justified.

 

Of course, in pointing out how often people can misjudge and misinterpret characters from stories, there are legitimate criticisms to be made when the occasion calls for it. And sometimes the occasions call loud and clear.

1. A character responds to an event or another character in a way that makes no sense at all, not even to the plot advancement.

2. A normally sensible character behaves so outlandishly opposite to what any person with a working brain would behave. And the consequence ends up being something ridiculous or worse … nothing. Say what?!

3. Such-and-such, who has never hit a person in their life suddenly breaks out in super ninja moves and takes down twelve trained agents (and the story never gives a proper explanation).

4. When an injury to a character, combined with the length and times occurring in that scene, make it physically impossible for that character to still be alive (this of course excludes characters that have extraordinary abilities or some kind of supernatural effect). Whats-his-face is badly injured and losing blood; several hours and 12 litres of blood later, he is still alive, but still bleeding. Although, to be fair, when this sort of error occurs, it’s what’s called an oversight, and has nothing to do with the character’s individuality.

5. Insert your own observation of a blatantly obvious error in a fictional character’s believability.

 

It’s the creator’s job to make the character believable in their own right. But it’s our job as the audience and observers-from-afar, to understand that fictional characters have their uniqueness (even if we don’t like it or can’t personally relate to it), and sometimes that extra element of fanciful we are unable to fully empathise with. And from that, we should try to make sure we don’t gnash our teeth over inaccuracies that actually aren’t inaccuracies at all; just our own assessments gone awry.

Yes, I'm allowed to have a lot of angst. My personality and past should make that obvious.

Yes, I’m allowed to have a lot of angst. My personality and past should make that obvious.

So before you think to slander a fictional character in the context of pinning them as fake, unrealistic, or pure nonsense, consider that–in most situations– they are simply the image on the other side of a mirror. It just may not be your mirror.

 

“If you will practice being fictional for a while, you will understand that fictional characters are sometimes more real than people with bodies and heartbeats.” – Richard Bach

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A Fa’Luffy Review! Dragon Age: Dawn of the Seeker

HE’S BACK! Fa’Luffy has finished his cushion-crunching lunch and chosen the next item to be added to the Fa’Luffy Reviews!

For Fa’Luffy’s second Review, he has picked out an item for fantasy-lovers of an older audience.

Today, Fa’Luffy will review: DRAGON AGE: DAWN OF THE SEEKER!

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Studio: Bioware, Electronic Arts, FUNimation Entertainment, Oxybot, T.O Entertainment

Medium: DVD, Blueray

Rated: MA15+ (Fa’Luffy recommends only those 15 years and older should watch the movie, due to its high level of violence)

Genre: Fantasy

Q: What’s it all about?

Fa’Luffy: A dragon hunter and Chantry Seeker Knight named Cassandra learns of a plot to bring down the realm’s most powerful religious order. Grudgingly teaming up with a mage named Regalyan, she must learn to control her rage and use all her skill and cunning to unravel the conspiracy and stop the schemers before their terrible plan succeeds.

Q: Who would enjoy this?

Fa’Luffy: Those who have played the Dragon Age games, those who like fantasy, and those who think dragons are awesome.

Q: What are some of your favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: The main character kicks some serious cushion! The animation is unique but cool. There are some great action scenes. There are DRAGONS in it!

Raaawwwww!!!

Raaawwwww!!!

Q: What are some of your less favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: The mages didn’t use nearly enough of their mage powers. Dragons die – a fact as sad as wet cushions.

Q: How would you sum up your opinion?

Fa’Luffy: A cool fantasy romp with dragons, knights, magic and conspiracy! Fans of the Dragon Age games will enjoy this movie, and will appreciate the back-story of Cassandra (who will be playing an important part in the next Dragon Age installment). Be warned, though, it is very violent! More violent than a room full of disemboweled cushions.

Q: What is the final Fa’Luffy Verdict?

Fa’Luffy: Out of a total of 5 Fa’Luffy Stars:

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Q: So the Fa’Luffy stamp for Dragon Age: Dawn of the Seeker is …?

Fa’Luffy:

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So there you have it, people! The Fa’Luffy has spoken once again. Dragon Age: Dawn of the Seeker is approved! So if you enjoy a good fantasy story, and don’t mind a lot of animated blood and sword-slashing, then this movie is definitely one to check out!

Have you played a game, watched a movie, or read a book that you think Fa’Luffy would enjoy reviewing? If so, feel free to send through your suggestions. If the Fa’Luffy finds it interesting, the Fa’Luffy will put up a review!

 

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What is Your Centre?

“There are essentially two questions in life – a spiritual question and a material question. The spiritual question is ‘Who am I?’ The material question is ‘What am I to do with my life?’ One leads to the other.” – Rasheed Ogunlaru

 

"Why I was there and what I was meant to do, that I've never known, and a part of me wonders if I ever will."

“Why I was there and what I was meant to do, that I’ve never known, and a part of me wonders if I ever will.”

 

One of life’s biggest questions we find ourselves asking is: Who am I?

I’m not talking about where you were born, or how you were raised, or what your ethnicity or culture or level of education is. I am talking about what makes you, you. What core element resonates within you as the central part of your very being. What lies within that only you can rise up and give out into the world?

What is your centre?

It’s a question everyone asks of themselves at one time or another. Some of us discover our centre early on in life, while others struggle with searching for years. Some, never truly find out, and although they may live their lives well and reach various accomplishments, that deep internal stirring is left fallow. A tragedy indeed, for we all have a great individual power at our centre, and if it is never discovered and nurtured, the world is poorer for having never been touched by it.

There are different reasons why people struggle with finding or acknowledging their ‘centre’. Some are unable to find it due to a lack of self-belief. Others may have glimpsed their inner power, but do not take the time to cultivate it because they make comparisons with the centres they see in others. Others do not believe they have anything in their centre worth drawing out and giving–whether the reason lies in a distorted point-of-view, a troubled childhood, a lack of desire, or a lack of understanding.

Abuse from friends, strangers, family or self may have clouded or shrivelled your centre, covering it in the tainted veils of bitterness, depression, hatred, cynicism, or wrung it dry to point of complete meaninglessness. You may look into your centre and see only anger. You may look and see only barrenness. But those are only coverings; sharp and hardened shells, but breakable nonetheless. Whether it ends up being faith, indifference or desperation that drives you, you need to break away the darkness to see that there is something pure and brilliant beyond. Do not make the mistake of naming a hardened shell your centre. Your centre holds something greater than the sum of your hurts and fears.

Events and actions may shape your environments and colour your perceptions, but one thing will always be within your power: choice.

The truth is everyone is individual, and the power and gifts they hold in their centres is equally unique. You can choose to believe that or you can choose not to. Your thoughts and actions will follow that choice, and thus shape the rest of your life and how you live it.

Thus what a wondrous thing it is indeed, to behold the person who has discovered their centre, and uses its powers to positively impact the lives of others, and to shape the world around them for the better.

If you have watched the movie, Rise of the Guardians, you will know how important the theme ‘knowing your centre’ ties into the story – especially for the character Jack Frost. In the clip below, North (Santa Claus) explains the concept of ‘centre’ to Jack, opening his mind to the truth that the power he holds has a purpose, and that purpose can only rise to its potential if Jack seeks to learn what his centre is.

 

You–each and every one of you–have something at your centre uniquely crafted into you. You have a greatness that can touch the lives of all those around you; a gifting that you, and you alone, can send out into the world in your own distinctive way. It could be Honesty, Fun, Joy, Music, Courage, Unity, Imagination, Ambition, Love, Hope, or Strength. The possibilities are almost innumerable.

If you don’t know what your centre is, then seek to discover it. If you do know what it is, nurture it and send it out into the world. A gift hoarded is no gift at all. Your centre is who you are–and the reason you have it is to share it with others.

 

“It is not true that everyone is special. It is true that everyone was once special and still possesses the ability to recover it.” – Criss Jamie

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A Fa’Luffy Review! Pikmin 3

HERE IT IS! The first of the Fa’Luffy Reviews!

And to kick off such a momentous occasion (according to Fa’Luffy, at least), the chosen item is one of recent release, with plenty of fun, fruit and cuteness!

Today, Fa’Luffy will review: PIKMIN 3

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Publisher: Nintendo

Platform: Wii U

Rated: G for General/ E for Everyone

Genre: Real-time Strategy

Q: What’s it all about?

Fa’Luffy: With the help of the Pikmin (tiny plant-like critters), three explorers must gather enough fruit to help save their home planet, Koppai, which is suffering from a major food shortage.

Q: Who would enjoy this?

Fa’Luffy: Anyone who has played the previous Pikmin games, anyone who likes fun, quirky strategy games, and anyone who likes fruit.

Q: What are some of your favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: The fruit looks so good I want to eat it all. The rock Pikmin smash everything like a boss.  The map on the gamepad is awesome. The ‘Boss’ monsters are the best in the series so far. You get to control THREE explorers.

Q: What are some of your less favourite aspects?

Fa’Luffy: The days go by a little too fast for my liking. ‘Aiming’ controls are sometimes too sharp and abrupt (Pikmin have been thrown in the most inconvenient of directions during fights with other creatures). Pikmin die, and it’s sad – as sad as a wet cushion :(. Too short – would have been the golden cherry on top if there were more areas to explore!

Q: How would you sum up your opinion?

Fa’Luffy: Great graphics, cute creatures, fun puzzles, and so much good-looking fruit it could turn a carnivore into a salad-lover!

Q: What is the final Fa’Luffy Verdict?

Fa’Luffy: Out of a total of 5 Fa’Luffy Stars:

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Q: So the Fa’Luffy stamp for Pimkin 3 is …?

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And there you have it, people! The Fa’Luffy has spoken – PIKMIN 3 is Approved! So if you have a Wii U, Pikmin 3 is a fun, favourable investment in entertainment!

Have you played a game, watched a movie, or read a book that you think Fa’Luffy would enjoy reviewing? If so, feel free to send through your suggestions. If the Fa’Luffy finds it interesting, the Fa’Luffy will put up a review!

 

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Release Date for Kin Seeker – August 12th!

It’s official! The release date for KIN SEEKER has been announced for AUGUST12th!

So get ready, fellow adventurers and dragon seekers, the time for stepping into the world of Valadae is almost at hand!

You can now make an advance order on KIN SEEKER from Smashwords. And since the book has passed the Premium Catalogue review with flying colours, advance orders will also be available at other global retailers, including iBookstore, Sony, Kobo, and Barnes and Noble. Once I have received news of its availability at those retailers, I will add the necessary links for all you readers out there to click on! KIN SEEKER will also become available at Amazon – although dates are yet to be specified.

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BUT, that’s not all the exciting news for today …

FINAL FLIGHT, the short story that won the Queensland division in the Best of Supanova 2012 competition, is also available at Smashwords – for FREE! It’s a great way for readers to sample my writing before making the commitment to purchase KIN SEEKER (which is a full-length novel).

Here is the book cover design for FINAL FLIGHT.

Official eBook cover for Final Flight

Official eBook cover for Final Flight

So if either (or both!) of these titles interest you, why not check them out on Goodreads and add them to your list of ‘Want to Read’!

KIN SEEKER on Goodreads.

FINAL FLIGHT on Goodreads.

It’s all happening, fellow adventurers! The time for dragon-searching is almost here!

FUN FACTS ABOUT KIN SEEKER:

* Comes with extensive Pronunciations, Index and Glossary pages!

* The story begins on the last day of Fola, the second fulon of prenel (the equivalent to the 30th of March in the northern hemisphere).

* The unicorns of Valadae are not all white.

* Readers will be introduced to more than one type of creature completely unique to the Dragon Calling universe.

* The first character the protagonist encounters is one of the strangest in the series.

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Cover Reveal for KIN SEEKER

Finally, it has been completed! After many hours of brainstorming, internet browsing, and churning the rivers of creativity, the front cover illustration for the first book in the Dragon Calling series, KIN SEEKER, is done and up for reveal!

Official eBook Cover Design

Official eBook Cover Design

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The idea was to keep it simple, yet compelling – and who can deny that a close-up dragon profile doesn’t catch the browsing eye, yes? The starry night background is not just for show either, and holds symbolic value in the story – which of course you can find out about when the book makes it’s debut this coming AUGUST.

KIN SEEKER – book one of Dragon Calling – will be available in all popular eBook formats, and from all the big eBook retailers including Amazon, Kobo, iBookstore, Sony, Smashwords and many others. There are also definite plans on getting the paperback available in the not-too-distant future, for those who love the unfurling of a book in the hand, and the unmistakable smell of press-run paper.

What about the back of the book, you ask? Well, the back cover design has already been drafted up, but will likely not be completed until further progress has been made in getting the book into paperback format.

Keep an eye out for further news on KIN SEEKER, and updates on the fantastic Dragon Calling series!

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The Fa’Luffy Review!

Oh June, where did you go? Did you even come?

Seriously, the last month has been so busy with ideas and plans and schemes revolving around getting Kin Seeker (the first book in the Dragon Calling series) ready for its eBook debut, that I didn’t even have time to do a June blog!

Fortunately, despite my blog lapse, a lot of progress was made in regards to Kin Seeker, including its final copy edit, and final covert art concept designs. In addition, I’ve been working on a bunch of new pictures and page layouts, which I plan on putting up on the website within the next month (get ready for a fancy revamp!).

But more on those exciting changes another time.

THIS particular blog is all about sharing a new and fun addition to the blog categories. Today, I introduce my new Critique Minion … *drum roll*

The FA’LUFFY DRAGON!

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He’s big, round, red, and FLUFFY! He loves to eat cushions and give his opinion on things, whether it’s asked for or not.

That’s right! This site now has its own ‘official’ reviewer of all things fantastical and interesting in the categories of console games, books, and movies. The Fa’Luffy Dragon Review blogs will be dedicated to Fa’Luffy’s (my lounge-room mascot) opinions of various viewings, readings, and gaming experiences that transpire in his domain (namely, my lounge-room).

Any stories – whether in paper, pixel, or motion picture – that catches Fa’Luffy’s eye for all the right reasons will get the:

Fa’Luffy Stamp of Approval!

Prepared to be Fa'Luffy Approved!

Prepared to be Fa’Luffy Approved!

 

The reviews will follow a simple format of questions, including the things Fa’Luffy approves of the most, and what things made the “Fa’Luffy Disproves” list, and thus receive the:

Fa’Luffy Stamp of Disapproval!

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You do NOT want Fa’Luffy’s disapproval…

 

There could potentially be a scoring system at some stage (a scoring from 1 to 10 for example), although Fa’Luffy is currently undecided on that addition.

Generally, since the Fa’Luffy Review is just starting out, additions (or subtractions) to the details of each review will be made if proven complementary to the reader’s (and Fa’Luffy’s) experience. From this point on, we’ll see how it goes!

Be sure to look out for a Fa’Luffy Review in the not too distant future!

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Wacom, Warrior, and Watercolours!

As far as writing/ editing, this month has not been particularly successful. But in saying that, I can’t really rate my productivity on that area, alone.

Big things have happened this month, not the least of which was one of my housemates moving out and getting herself married (congratulations, Katrina!). There have also been room-swapping missions, furniture purchases (including a much-needed new writing desk and glass drawing desk), war and victory over illnesses, and what feels like an avalanche of other happenings (although could possibly be not much at all in comparison to others).

There have also been some other exciting events, including the purchase of my new Wacom Bamboo Tablet (Manga version). Yes! It has finally happened. I have finally purchased a digital drawing tablet. After being content doing my drawings and illustrations via other methods for years, my increasing desire to start working on professional comic projects made the need/ want for a quality drawing tablet quickly become top priority.

And so, now I have a tablet! I have heard that for some artists, the learning curve of a tablet is quite challenging. With that knowledge looming over me, I wondered how I would fair on my very first try. I needed to take the first step, sooner rather than later, so after checking out some tutorials on how to work with digital water-colours, I opened Corel Painter 12, opened the chosen sketch (a warrior wielding a sword), took a deep breath, and began.

The first few inking lines sucked. That’s the honest truth. And why on God’s green earth did I choose a sketch with a massive great sword in it?! Requiring massively smooth lines, that seemed massively impossible to achieve with my current tablet skill level?! *face palm*

Thankfully for my naturally steady hand, I got use to the tablet more quickly than I anticipated. And now, after finishing my first watercolour artwork using the tablet, I am eager to start on other sketches to perfect my technique!

Here is the picture I completed using my wonderful new wacom tablet:

Warrior in Watercolour

It’s certainly not my best work, but it was my first time using both watercolours and a tablet, and was really more of a practice run than anything else. Still, didn’t turn out half-bad, eh?

Looking to the future, I am excited about what I can accomplish with all my new creative tools (including the new Manga Studio 5 and Anime Studio Pro I also recently purchased). So keep an eye out for a bunch of awesome new pictures I’ll be adding to this website in the not-too-distant-future.

Good times ahead, fellow creative souls. Good times ahead.

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When You Lose Your Ability to Fly

“But we each need to find our own inspiration, Kiki. Sometimes it’s not easy.” – Ursula, from Kiki’s Delivery Service.

Kiki Painting

It happens to all of us Creative Souls at one time or another. The passion we have for doing what we love seems to fade, or become disjointed, or disappear altogether. We lose our ability to step into that ‘zone’ of inspiration and use its flow of energy to fuel our talents. Nothing we do seems to come out right. The things which once emanated so easily are choking to a halt, or crumbling out in obscure fractures. It’s almost as if our natural talents have simply up and abandoned us, leaving behind an emptiness we desperately need filled.

Sometimes our efforts to restore this sudden, awful loss of inner-ability come to futility. We end up trying to force something out, or copy a design from someone else which, in the end, only makes us feel worse.

When this happens, the residue left behind is a mire of unwanted thoughts and feelings; sometimes frustration, sometimes despair, and more often than not a combination of both tied with a nasty pinch of anger or sense of uselessness.

There are many reasons why this sort of thing occurs to the creative heart, just as there are many ways to recover from it. For each individual the situation is different, yet the problems often stem from a comparable origin. Sometimes it’s an external issue: an unexpected turn of events, or relational shift with those in your family or friendship circles. Sometimes it’s internal: a sudden loss of self-belief, or an unwanted health issue.

You can be sure then, that the solution is equally connected, regardless of whether you are a writer, a painter, an actor, a musician, or a craftsman.

The following excerpt is from the animated movie Kiki’s Delivery Service, which I found both inspiring and relevant for every creative person out there who has struggled with the loss or diminished flame of their greatly loved talents. So, if you’re reading this and happen to be in the unfortunate predicament mentioned above, I hope this scene from the movie helps to rekindle your inspiration.

This scene is a conversation between Ursula, a young, independent artist living in the woods, and Kiki, a 13-year old witch-in-training who has recently lost her ability to fly.

Kiki and Ursula

Ursula: (talks while working on a portrait sketch of Kiki) Painting and magical powers seem very much the same. Sometimes I’m unable to paint a thing.

Kiki: You mean it? Then what? What happens?

Ursula: Kiki, please don’t move. It’s hard to draw a moving target.

Kiki: Without even thinking about it, I used to be able to fly. Now I’m trying to look inside myself to find out how I did it. But I just can’t figure it out.

Ursula: You know, could be you’re working at it too hard. Maybe you should just take a break.

Kiki: Yeah, but still if I can’t fly …

Ursula: Then stop trying. Take long walks. Look at the scenery. Doze off at noon. Don’t even think about flying. And then, pretty soon you’ll be flying again.

Kiki: You think my problems will …

Ursula: Go away? That’s right. It’s going to be fine. I promise.

Later on that night.

Ursula: When I was your age, I’d already decided to become an artist. I loved to paint so much. I’d paint all day until I fell asleep right at my easel. And then one day, for some reason, I just couldn’t paint anymore. I tried and tried, but nothing I did seemed any good. They were copies of paintings I’d seen somewhere before … and not very good copies either. I just felt like I’d lost my ability.

Kiki: That sounds like me.

Ursula: It’s exactly the same, but then I found the answer. You see, I hadn’t figured out what or why I wanted to paint. I had to discover my own style. When you fly, you rely on what’s inside of you, don’t you?

Kiki: Uh-huh. We fly with our spirit.

Ursula: Trusting your spirit! Yes, yes! That’s exactly what I’m talking about. That same spirit is what makes me paint and makes your friend bake. But we each need to find our own inspiration, Kiki. Sometimes it’s not easy.

Kiki: I guess I never gave much thought to why I wanted to do this. I got so caught up in all the training and stuff. Maybe I have to find my own inspiration.

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May those of you who have lost your ability to fly at this time, find the inspiration that is uniquely yours deep down inside, and soar once more above the clouds where you belong.


ON ANOTHER NOTE:
Here is the link to my latest short story Final Flight, which recently won Best Novella, in the Queensland division of The Best of Supanova 2012! So, no matter how difficult it may be to find your own inspiration, the trouble and effort is worth it in the end. Always.

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